Kalau kau mahu dabikkan dada

Kalau kau mahu dabikkan dada,
Mengangkat muka, menongkat langit dengan hidungmu.

"hey aku ada sarjana, phd segala anugerah di siswaraya!"
lalu aku gelakkan mereka yang lalu bawahku
dengan kelulusan tiada setara

"hey aku kerja pendapatan 10 angka!"
lalu aku gelakkan mereka yang lalu bawahku
dengan pendapatan tiada setara

"hey aku tercantik persis dewi sukma!"
lalu aku gelakkan mereka yang lalu bawahku
dengan paras tiada setara

"hey aku pemimpin sejuta manusia!"
lalu aku gelakkan mereka yang lalu bawahku
dengan pengaruh tiada setara

hey aku pengajar ribuan kitab!"
lalu aku gelakkan mereka yang lalu bawahku
dengan kepandaian tiada setara


hey kami-kami yang gembira tadi,
kami letakkan parameter untuk sukat bahagia kami
kami umpama merak yang kembang-kembangkan ekor kami
menjerit pada dunia "hey lihatlah kami!"

Lalai kami berfikir,
hanya merak terpesona dengan merak.
Merak tiada nilai di mata kucing, kumbang dan gagak.

"hoih kau hanya tinggi dalan standard kaum sesamamu!"
pada kami kau hanyalah burung yang menyala.

Amnesia Chapter 1 & 2 Walkthrough

 Android game. Here some solutions for you. 

Chapter 1
 1. Assemble the phone charger - go to socket in the kitchen. use electronic breadboard on the socket. then assemble the components. the clue is within the electronic book.it says what go first and whats go next.

2. Briefcase code - inside the phone contact. What rhymes with briefcase? 

3. Light the fire. -Fuel is the money inside briefcase. to get money, pull notch using screwdriver. -Assemble the things to built fire. clue: money, baking tray

Chapter 2 

1. Phone password -Search the handbag and purse, Take everything possible. read all things to complete memory. - read driving license -(dob is the password to unlocked phone) 

2. torchlight - torch is in raincoat's pocket. battery is in the fan inside handbag. take out battery and insert in torch.

3.trapdoor -use rope at pulley near the trunk. 1st u have to push trunk away. attach rope to trunk and trap door. throw trunk. - inside trapdoor, use swissknife blade on crate (one of 3). take can on rack and spill grease on floor (wax). Pull and lift crate on top of another so u can climb up. 

4 bedroom door -use broken blade to open door. take out laptop and put on desk. take blusher in drawer. 

5. generator room. - use blusher on fingerprints. u must insert 4 number. it is random, sometime it only give 2-3 number so u have to try guessing and repeat certain number. it is random so nothing much to help. good luck. u may restart the game for better luck. - take usb stick inside locker. - generator password/code. use either equation and set the option for example, mid. and insert the answer as mid equation. u need to do some algebra for this. - u lazy bum! turn nobe next to mid. code is 27, 20, 54 

6. laptop. - password on photo - on your right hand side, the laptop had usb port. insert usb stick in usb port. it tell u the location of key for locker in generator room. 

7. yellow box -use crowbar from locker inside generator room to open the keypad.

Welcome to adulthood

Hi peeps. Salam a'laik.

 I guess, all kds wanna grow up fast so they'll be off the leashes. Freedom is a thing everyone seem to be hoping for, without knowing the actual content of it. Freedom as an adult Im officially 23 this year. Time moves so fast, once was an emotional, blur and lost teenager, now im an adult. still blur apparently let me tell u my view on adulthood, the ugly truth. No one cares what u gonna do, no one cares. In fact sometimes your family dont care. So are u happy now, encroaching the so called adulthood?

People (Malaysian folks) will scream for freedom, for 2 things.
 1. Freedom to get anything that benefit them without havin to sweat out
 2. Freedom to do anything not permissible by law/religion/culture/parents

 "i want freedom to abort baby because women have rights to choose the right time to be a mother, without having any effort for proper contraception anyway"

im glad that didnt happen to our culture, yet. Later people will be screaming for rights to kill their own live babies, way back to jahiliyyah time.

Children, kids, teenagers if your parents want to accompany you everywhere, that is a bless. Immature kids take it as 'restriction to their fun life'. Whoa now im making an impression that im mature! Yay!

If kids read this, they'll say "bluerghh another adult taking adult knows better thingy." well, i have to say, most of the time it is true. But adult have ego, their seems to know the truth, and it is either they want u to learn a painful lesson, or they dont want you to make mistakes at all. And bear in mind, adult is coward as well. Adult are afraid of making mistakes and judgement thus they wouldnt want to explore new way/journey/choice. Thus, limiting their kids' options in life.

  People say money cant buy happiness, but hey, they do.

Imagine you are sitting in KFC with pals. All of them using smartphones with latest technology with , and there u are staring to the wall as everyone is busy checking in some apps, camwhoring like forever and busy taking pics with the food for some artistic purposes. There u are, u never care what smartphone does, u are not into geeky things, but you'll be left out. being adult mean that u'll have to earn your own money to survive. 

By surviving i dont only imply on living, but living in a good quality of life. u can earn rm500/month and live with fellow bangladeshi sharing home for cheaper rents, using cheap 2ndhand phone without data plan or even camera, and enjoy walking as your primary transportation. Happy or not, it depends on you. some people found solution by learning the concept of 'grateful, 'syukur' by heart, making none of these nonsense affect their life. not that much, a little perhaps. 

And hey, save a lot before u go into adulthood, be a street-smart, get rid of the 'the world is cruel and dangerous' phobia in u and have a driving license and master it. At times we'll be alone, and it will be between us, and Allah. He will protect us, insyaAllah.

Facebook 'like' button gone wrong

i gonna continue my rants here. Since i kinda annoyed seeing points i brought up in facebook being liked when im expecting a discussion or conversation.

Facebook supposed to be a social hub, currently it is more of pinboard or art exhibition. Where people come and say "i like it!" and done.

At times when people were announcing something bad "my cat is missing" or "my cactus just died" some of morons did clicked the 'like' button. I know like can be seen as 'noted' or 'i support u'

People nowadays are all politicians (including me), we play safe and avoid two way conversation. We just want people to 'listen listen listen' but no arguing, no objections. Well i can see that is totally healthy, we don't want to see emo statuses on facebook as well, right? But in a way,we are avoiding conversations. And conversations are necessary in resolving conflicts. No wonder nowadays i see more and more people just put up emo statuses toward each other. (and here i am, eating popcorn enjoying the scene)

For example, below are facebook statuses of Ali and Abu after they 'selisih bahu' over a thing.

Ali's : "Biarlah orang salah faham dengan kita, tapi kita cool, Allah knows. :')"
Abu's : "Susahnya orang perasan good-good ni. Positif manjang, sampaikan buat salah pun tak reti-reti nak sedar."

Halo? Ali and Abu kalau nak bergaduh berdepan boleh tak? kalau konon malas nak gaduh, tak usah letak di status facebook kasi satu dunia tahu. Mengadu dengan orang sebelah sudah.
(nota:sila baca dengan nada calm, penulis senang terpengaruh dengan gaya bahasa blog yang dia baru khatam)

I remember reading a blog, (kak senduk's i think), he said that when u were asking opinion like "did anybody knows who sells blueberry crepe around here?" and what he received, just likes.

Imagine going out of the street
"pakcik tahu tak mana masjid terdekat"

and the pakcik smiles and say "LIKE!"

We can understand why being on Facebook might inspire one to try and turn the conversation to more serious matters. A global network fueled entirely by users' self-absorption and their desire to pretend to be farmers can't help but make you want to throw out a few reality checks. But when you're battling for attention against an endless stream of cat videos and "Me and my girlfriends doing body shots" photo albums, no one's going to click like on your attempt to elevate people's minds. If you're lucky, your words will fall on deaf ears.  credit

*dont take this seriously, this is a rant. I dont direct this to anybody and of course, im a 'liker' too.
* i got annoyed reading posts with crappy english, and now i am doing exactly the same.oh well..

Little things that touched your heart

Damn u ninja cutting onions!

One thing about me, i dont like watching movies with other people, unless it is horror movie.
Because i cry easily. Bunyi soundtrack  pun dah cukup nak buatkan this silly side of me, sad, and i'll end up crying like.. lol!

Event 1
I was walking from clinic back to ward, when suddenly an Indian boy, genuinely smiled at me saying "good morning doc!" I was busy walking, nearly missed him.

Thanks dear. it is not the word "morning doc" that made my day, it is your smile pure sweet smile. Thanks!

Event 2
There is an Indonesian lady in the ward. Out of the blue she suddenly spilled out her blues to me. I was actually rushing, but i managed to stay anyway. (Cheers for Nadz for the achievement of spending some time for others)

She was in tears,worrying about some sort of documents thingy, mentioned about how she was scammed by 'orang kita', burning her precious RM7000, Now she is jobless, penniless, and she was afraid that things would not go smoothly as she want to bring her baby, back home.

She wasnt complaining, she just need an ear (God is great, He give us two) to listen to her worries. She thought the nurses were accusing her for telling lies, i reaffirmed her that it is their job to follow hospital rules. Nurses in labour ward hospital selayang for me, are one of the nicest nurses i have ever met.

Sometime, when it comes to life difficulties, nothing much can be done  on our part. At least, God gives us a pair of ears. And an unlimited offer of making duas. Pray for others, a lot. :')

Listen listen listen.

Aku duduk di negeri itu (Aneh)

Aku duduk di negeri itu
Bila kau jatuh mereka ketawa, "kah kah kah"
Bila kau senang mereka cebik muka "ceh, kufur nikmat"
Bila kau susah mereka terus lupa "halo? kau siapa?"

Aku duduk di negeri itu
Kau tanam pokok tepi jalan, mereka kata "hoi gila, sempitkan jalan!"
Kau tebang pokok tepi jalan, mereka kata " hoi gila, global warming!"
Kau duduk diam tepi jalan, mereka kata " hoi gila, tak tahu cari kerja?"
Kau menjaja tepi jalan, mereka kata " hoi gila, kau tak tahu taktik berniaga?"

Aku duduk negeri itu,
Semua orang tak tahu kecuali aku
Semua orang tak pandai kecuali aku
Tapi aku tak mahu tolong
Aku benci orang jadi malas (aku tidak!)

Aku duduk negeri itu,
Kau duduk salah, kau diri salah.
Semua salah, dia sahaja betul.
Asalkan kau itu dia.

Hoi lihatlahlah langit,
ada burung,
ada awan mending,
ada matahari sembunyi,
ada jerubu
ada partikel habuk

Hoi lihatlah keliling
ada kerbau tepi sawah
ada apak senyum manis
ada kucing bergolek

Dunia warna warni, kenapa kau nampak kelabu?